I have a bachelor in Political Science and a Master in Development, one meaningless internship and no other experience. No one takes me even for unpaid internship, what can I do?

I couldn’t make it shorter, sorry. So few things:

-I would like to work either in NGOs, or UN or European institutions (I’m in Europe), or think thanks, or wherever really. As long as it is about human rights, development or similar. Just so I know I didn’t completely waste my time with my studies. I would prefer the gender equality and women’s rights sector, I actually wanted to develop educational programmes for young communities on gender inequalities, as I believe we should start with education (so I read the ideal position would be a human rights educator, which basically I haven’t seen anywhere in jobs ads). Since my situation is quite tragic though, anything would work atm.

-I haven’t done anything relevant throughout my studies because I suffered of social anxiety and depression, I couldn’t live my apartment for long periods, and so it took me many years to complete my studies. I’m now in therapy and much better, but basically I’ve lost around 6 years. I’m 29.

-I didn’t think much about what kind of role I could have in this sector, as I couldn’t even finish my studies as I said, so now I’m realising that I have a wide knowledge of topics, but I’m not prepared to do anything. I don’t have skills. Universities in my country are all about theory and no practice.

-The only useful course I did was on project management, but I absolutely hate it. I really can’t do it. I had to write project proposals and I’d rather study anything else in those moment than having to deal with all that.

-The internship I did only lasted one month, and they made me write project proposals again, and I was terrible at it, and they made me teach English to kids, so no skills and no experience, no connections either. The organisation was poorly run and other interns had the same bad experience.

-I can’t afford to do volunteer job for years, my parents helped me when I was sick, but now I have to find a job. I don’t want them to pay my rent. Also, I live in a small city that doesn’t even have good volunteer opportunities, so I should move to a better city, but I would need a decent job to afford everything, and I can’t get it because I didn’t volunteer. I don’t want to lose time doing a meaningless job that won’t help me land to the one I want or i studied for. I’m seriously stuck.

-I know I made very bad decisions but i didn’t like anything else, besides psychology, which I didn’t do for the amount of science I had to study. I now regret taking this path deeply, but I can’t change it, so please don’t tell me what I know already.

-I learn very quickly unless it’s graphics or maths, so no programming, no IT, no data analysis, no research, finance. My brain just is too slow when it comes to these areas.

-I know Spanish and a little french, so thats one thing I guess

DoEs anyone work in this field and/or have suggestions for me? What should I do? How can I get this experience everyone asks for? Should I just change everything and do something else? But then I will have to take a course and still study and pay for it. I can’t keep studying forever though, I’m almost 30.

Thank you for anyone that will take time to read and answer, I appreciate it.

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