I can’t take my job anymore. I go to bed every night dreading waking up in the morning and starting work, and I spend every moment NOT working thinking about everything that’s going wrong! I’ve had depression & anxiety for most of my life, but I feel it’s reached insurmountable levels. Today is my 24th birthday, and I spent it in a zombie-like sort of fog; I’m still (fairly) young, and just feel like I’ve reached the end of my rope?
I work in HR at a boutique investment bank. I really thought I’d like HR, as I’m a fairly empathetic person and get such joy out of trying to help people. Instead I feel like it’s completely eating away at my soul. Volatile managers, employees screaming at me when things go wrong, a firm that DOES NOT value their employees (I mean, what else is new, but it still gets to me). Maybe it doesn’t seem like a lot but I really feel completely drained with life at this point.
I am so desperate to leave as soon as possible. I’ve (very genuinely) considered just ghosting, faking my disappearance. ANYTHING. TO. BE. DONE. I’m applying to jobs now (non-HR related) but am scared that I won’t be seriously considered since I don’t have any other prior experience.
Does anyone have tips for switching career paths? Or tips on how to make a clean break? Has anyone left their job WITHOUT a backup ready to go?
Sorry for all that; needed desperately to get it off my chest.
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