I have really bad social anxiety and I recently took the leap and started a new job as a waitress. I have realised that with a particular group of employees, I feel myself literally regressing and my anxiety starts coming back full force.
This group usually works morning shifts and they are all pretty cold towards me. One girl straight up blanks me and huffs and sighs whenever I ask her questions which I guess may sound like a small thing, but since I have anxiety, is literally humiliating for me and makes me shrink in on myself. It doesn’t help that I’m new, so I HAVE to ask a lot of questions (and asking questions in itself is already anxiety inducing to me) The other two guys just generally don’t interact with me and I pretty much haven’t spoken to them since starting work here. The three of them seem quite tight knit, always joking and messing around with one another while I sort of dither on the sidelines. I think it’s kind of clear that they see me as a bit incompetent. At the end of shifts, none of them explain to me what I’m actually supposed to be doing so while they’re all rushing around packing things away, cleaning etc I’m just standing there, which is really embarrassing. They don’t even spare me a glance, so I’m too scared to ask them.
On the contrary, the other group who I work evening shifts with are so lovely, always chat with me and make sure that I know what I’m doing. The issue is that the primary vacancy was for morning shifts, so I’m usually stuck with the lot who don’t like me. It gets to me so much that I literally want to quit, but the pay is so good...
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