I graduated from a State University last May and I'm now completing a 1 year Masters degree at an Ivy League institution. The only reason I enrolled in this Masters degree is because I couldn't find a job during my senior year of undergrad and then COVID-19 hit in March and whatever I was interviewing for vanished. My GPA was a 3.9+, and I had lots of activities, leadership, awards, and scholarships. I interviewed with a host of fortune 100 companies but couldn't secure a job.
I started job hunting again back in August when my program was starting, and I've now had several interviews again with fortune 100 companies. I still haven't been able to secure a job offer and now March is starting. I’m afraid I’ll find myself in same position I was in last year. I’ve received feedback from mock interviews that I'm not passionate enough, come across flat, and don’t sell myself. That's just my personality though.
It’s becoming really frustrating because I don't want any of the jobs I interview for anyway because I don't know what I want to do. I just want a job, so I can finally stop looking; it has been looming over me since August 2019, and I can’t escape it. It's becoming even harder to spend hours preparing for interviews for jobs that I don't actually want because I keep getting rejected. I never doubted my accomplishments and abilities before, but I’ve lost confidence in myself after seeing not even my Ivy League name can help me. The problem is me, and all of the companies agree that I’m a problem. It’s really frustrating to see people on LinkedIn who got jobs that I was rejected from after interviewing because they have average resumes [and some of them really low GPAs]. I don’t even know what the point of trying so hard was if none of my extracurriculars, grades, experience, and other accomplishments are helping me. Worst of all, I’m still applying to the same types of jobs of applied to last year, and undergrads are beating me. What a waste of a master’s degree (all online too).
Anyway, I want to give up looking for a job because I’m just tired now because I’ve been looking since August 2019. All of my friends/acquaintances got jobs, and I’m still stuck in school with no prospects.
At this point, I wonder if corporate life is not for me. I don’t know what to do with myself. I’ve also started to hate myself because I see others (who were never the smart or motivated ones) excelling, while I’m still here. I wish I could be what companies want me to be, but I can’t change who I am. And who I am is clearly not good enough, and I've been struggling with this realization lately.
tldr: I keep getting rejected from jobs after interviews, even though I have an ivy league masters now. I want to quit because I hate myself now. I wish I could be what people want.
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