I have bad social anxiety, especially when it comes to figures of authority. I'm terrified of talking to my boss and need to quit.

Long story short, I have an extremely heavy workload but only get paid min wage. I even take work home (unpaid) because my boss won't let me work overtime. My family is concerned I'm going to put myself in the hospital from stress, and I can't afford to live on my own. After moving back home with my parents I'm now 40 minutes away from my work, and my dad refuses to let me do the drive during winters due to safety. It's going to start snowing here around mid October and I'm running out of time.

I'm too scared to talk to my boss about anything. He's very intimating and gets angry with me very easily and I just totally clam up. My parents have been begging me to ask for a raise or help with my workload for over a year (even if over email or text) and I just can't bring myself to do it. At this point I just want to outright quit even though I don't have another job lined up despite applying to other jobs for over two years now.

I'm very worried this is going to backfire on me and he'll talk me into staying longer to help find and train a replacement which I really don't want to do, and will add even more to my workload. I've been trying to seek mental health help but wait times are extremely long here and I didn't have much luck with the last four therapists I've spoken with. Any advice someone could throw my way? Thanks for your time.

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