I am about to resign from a job that offers guaranteed progression and money, have nothing lined up and need some kind of reassurance before I leap into the unknown.
Here's the catch:
One of my coworkers repeatedly makes sexist and racist jokes, calling people stupid, criticizing their English and when they complain, saying they can't deal with his humor because they are women or foreign. He makes some of these 'jokes' in front of HR rep and/or management and they laugh.
I am supposed to produce work for ONLY my direct line manager, who hasn't spoken to me in a month after I made an honest mistake* which I owned up to and tried to rectify/learn from. Other departments constantly asked me to produce work for them, ignore me when I say my manager has told me I should only take instruction from her, and then complain about me to my manager that I won't help out. One time when I did take on more work, my manager literally stood in the doorframe to prevent me stepping out and completing the task for the other department. I have spoken to HR about this bizarre conflict, and in response I was moved to a desk next to my manager.
*Re the mistake, it was about client correspondence where my manager told me the wording I should use. I copied down her exact wording and used it, to which she rushed into the room and shouted in front of everyone "you KNOW that's not what I said!!" What's the implication there? That I made the mistake on purpose?
There is an opportunity to work abroad for a year but I don't want to. I have had to move 7 times in the last few years due to changes in financial and personal circumstances, and am now finally settled down. Idk if I'm being ridiculous for giving up this great opportunity, but I just want my own bed and my own things.
On a daily basis, I am apologizing and trying to explain myself when I get negative feedback (I have had jobs before where I dealt well with both positive and negative/constructive feedback) but here my manager snaps at me YOU'RE TOO SLOW, without telling me how to become faster, and ignoring me when I try to say the reason like for e.g. that a senior staff member came to speak with me/the client hadn't answered yet. She will just walk out in the middle of my sentence. Half the time I don't even speak up because I don't want to seem like making excuses but honestly I'm just trying to have an open conversation about my performance and what is expected of me.
Well, I'll try to wrap up to prevent this from turning into a straight up raging rant, but just add that I have been pushed and fingers snapped really close to my face. I get diarrhea everyday at work and I feel like crashing my car on the way in. Am I justified in leaving? Could I change the workplace somehow or how I perceive it? (I can't change departments). Are all workplaces shitty like this and I'm being too idealistic?
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