I 22F am in a academic that last 1 year and i am currently 6 months in and hate it. I am 1000 miles from home and recently went back and it made me realize how much i miss my friends and family. The program is great but i only have 1 good friend and work crazy hours. Nobody else in the program has any interest in being friends so i feel very secluded. The only time i actually like it here is when i am working because i am too busy to realize how unhappy i am. But whenever i have down time i get extremely depressed because i do not have anybody of value here.
Its a very competitive program and took a lot for me to get here so i would feel really guilty about leaving after having my family did so much to get me here. Also my coworkers and bosses depend on me a ton since i have my own project so i dont want to let them down . It would give me a great set of credentials i can only get a few places since its a new field. I recently went through a LDR relationship breakup which i feel like i ruined by coming here so there is some additional guilt playing into that. I am also afraid of quitting then getting home and feeling the same.
I just dont want to go to bed crying everynight for the next 6 months,
TDLR: I moved for a far away academic program and am depressed and want to go hone
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