So super long story short, I am 4 years outside of college with a bachelor's degree with almost nothing to show for it. I combatted my undiagnosed depression and anxiety through college by staying busy (president of a student organization, editor of two campus publications, straight A student, almost full-time job, etc.). Once I graduated, I felt lost and stuck. I was in an emotionally abusive long-term relationship with someone who refused to move to a city larger than 10,000 (wanting to go into publishing, I found it impossible to find a career job in a small town not at a newspaper). He convinced me that I wasn't skilled enough to get a decent job. He also said I was wasting my time writing because I wasn't very good at it, even though I always got great responses from professors and peers. So I gave up on that.
Fast forward to present time: I've left that relationship and gotten help with my depression and anxiety. I'm feeling much more capable and want more than anything to get into publishing. The problem I'm finding now is that I have little to show for the last 4 years. I worked full time at the grocery store I worked at in college, then got a job in marketing. I held that job for just under a year, but then the company dissolved the position. I needed a job to pay my bills and repay loans, so I took a job as a barista. I'm now an assistant manager of a different coffee shop. I haven't written for the last four years. I honestly don't remember much of it vividly and didn't do much more than work, eat, and sleep (depression tends to do that).
How do I explain this without getting into my abusive relationship and despression/anxiety struggles? How do I explain my seeming lack of motivation and direction since graduation? I really want to bring up my struggles to show my strength and perseverance in the face of adversity, but I don't want to come across as a risk, someone who might be a volatile employee.
I just want to finally live the life I had dreamt of having through college. I want to help authors publish and share their creations. I want to help empower them to grow and improve. I want to create some of my own works and make a name for myself. I just need a little help to get started.
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