Am I alone with this feeling

I've been applying to entry level jobs in the marketing field for a few months and it's been tough, i have a bachelors degree in marketing but besides that i have no other marketing experience. i've search far and wide for marketing assistant jobs, coordinators, and even social media jobs.

I have done a few phone interviews with no call backs and it's very demeaning. yet i get this feeling after applying to every job.

Do i want to be hired? I am so scared of feeling and being overwhelmed or having to be trained that i almost don't want to get the job sometimes. i'm more scared to fail in the job than i am of even getting the job. how can i avoid this?

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