I just finished an interview today for a dream job/role. I prepared so hard and my former supervisor, who is one of the panellists, likely helped me get an interview. I’m not sure, but I was determined to put on my best performance.
First problem: I have bad wifi and experienced lots of technical difficulties. It really broke my flow and I would misunderstand or mishear questions. I lost a lot of confidence in my speech.
Second problem: One of the panellists just gave me the nastiest stank face the whole time. Even when I gave model answers, he just didn’t find it amusing. I’ve had interviews before where the panel was not so welcoming but none of them have ever given me a disgusted face. This person seems like they just didn’t like me at all and was condescending.
My only context would be that I gave a presentation of a topic that this person is directly in charge of. Perhaps he just wasn’t happy with me trying to give a presentation on their expertise or trying to suggest improvements. However, I was proud of my presentation.
Due to this, and I know it’s my fault for letting it get to me, I really felt demoralized and further broke down my flow. It’s just really hard when I’m trying my best given my circumstances — bad wifi.
Any tips with dealing with a bad interview or a mean panellist?
I wanted to just close my laptop and leave the interview but out of respect of my former supervisor I just pulled through. I wrote the assessment test afterwards while crying my eyes out LOL. It was getting really hard to breathe during the interview because I have GAD and I felt myself falling into a panic attack so I kept pinching myself.
Disclaimer: I know that it’s my fault. I’m just more sad about the fact that I have embarrassed my former supervisor. Once I receive my inevitable rejection I will be sending them a message, most likely extending my apologies. Is that a good idea?
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