I finally got a job that meet my expected salary after 2 years of searching. I was previously working 8 years in a fashion company and now I’ve moved to health company but still same industry.
The thing is it’s starting of 3rd week now and I don’t feel anything. I don’t hate the job but I don’t have this passion that I used to have in my previous job in the beginning years.
It’s now my training week and they gave me a crash course where I need to learn everything in 3-4 weeks and the director has such high expectations of me cos of my background and experience. I feel anxious and worried that I won’t live up to his expectations and have nothing to bring to the table cos the employees here all worked more than 10 years and they’re groomed internally.
I’m not sure if I’m already feel this pressure because of the expectations or because I feel so stupid at the job cos I need to learn from ground up and I feel judged. Cos when u enter a company with a position they always expect u to be fast and know everything and I don’t. I treat myself like a white sheet of paper trying to learn the ropes cos I want a fresh start.
After 2 years of rejection, I also learn to survive without a job so while a job is precious to me, I also seem to do what is easy- quit. I’m not sure if I feel this way cos the job or company isn’t for me or it’s me not dealing things well? Any advice on how to cope? My friend has been advising me not to job hop or take the east way out otherwise I will start to like the feeling of not working and this will stay with me for a long time and it shouldn’t Cos I’m already 35.
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