I feel like I just need to put this out there and not bottle this in as much as I regularly do. The title says it all really but I'll explain.
For the record, I am 19 years old and I am a freshman in college studying biology as a major with a minor in Spanish. About last week I got hired to be a produce clerk at a fairly large grocery store in my town. At the time, I was excited because this was my first job in months (my previous one being at Chick-Fil-A this past summer). However, after working a couple of days, I feel like I made a mistake working here. Characteristically, I just don't think this job is just for me. I have Asperger's Syndrome so I've always been kind of nitpicky when it came to picking and finding jobs just so I don't end up doing something that doesn't fit me well I suppose. I thought this job would be alright but I guess it's just not.
Where do I begin though? The produce department at this store is fairly understaffed compared to the other departments in this store. Because of this, the past few days have been exceptionally stressful on my behalf. It's been very difficult for some kind of training process to occur as supervisors are often busy doing something so I was often alone doing stuff with little knowledge of what to do. But because they're understaffed as it is, I do feel guilty leaving them and putting them in a predicament but I think it's just better for my own health at this point.
The employees and pay is not a concern though, I want to make that clear. The pay is standard for this kind of entry-level position and the employees and generally nice, albeit a bit stoic at times. I think one of my biggest concerns is the hours though. It is a part-time position and you are allowed to work a minimum of 12 hours a week with a maximum of 35. You are allowed to alter what times you are available but you can't request how many hours you want to work in a given week. Because of this, I was already a little put off because I don't want to be stuck with high hours while doing full-time college work as well.
It doesn't help that I was already going through some personal issues at the time of being employed. I don't know why I even considered working at the time when I have a bunch of anxiety and depression-like issues going on around me. Maybe it's just a case of me overlooking stuff or carrying too much than I can handle. At the same time, I feel like I had to get a job just to please my parents. They don't force me to get a job and never have, I just feel like I have to get one to please them. The idea of me doing little to nothing all at home irks me so I just want to make them happy I guess.
Sorry for the long rant. I'll be going in tomorrow morning to announce that I quit. I don't plan on being blunt like I have done here, but I'll just say that this job just isn't for me and maybe mention the anxiety issues I have felt prior to and during the job. I'm not sure what jobs I'll try to take after this but I have some in mind. I was thinking of doing some Federal Work Study stuff at my college. Yeah, the pay may not be the best but the hours are fine by me and it's something I've looked into a lot. That or an actual job that is my speed... like a simple book store.
Thanks for reading. If you have any comments or suggestions, feel free to post them.
TL;DR: Quitting my job I recently started a few days ago due to several factors in and out of my control.
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