I was offered a job at a big company abroad and I'm kind of freaking out about which choices I should make!

Hi everyone!

First of all, I must say that I am based in Europe so whatever choices I make, I will have a decent health insurance and enough holidays + there is a minimum job security by law (you can't get laid off in 1 day) - so these things are not something that will make a big difference to me.

To tell my story, I was employed in my home country for almost 5 years after living in a few different countries. The job was ok, the pay was ok but I felt for years that I could get something more exciting and better-paid since there were no career progressions possibilities at my company. I applied to many positions during these 5 years and got almost no answer at all and zero invitation to an interview. So after a while, I decided to quit and go travel. I wanted mainly to improve my level at different languages and learn new sports while doing some remote freelancing jobs. But well, the pandemic hit, and I had to give up on my plans.

Luckily, I got a few freelancing jobs and when summer came, I decided to start looking for a permanent job again. I had very low expectations since the economy was really damaged and I had not received any reply to my applications in the previous years.

So I applied for a job at big company abroad, I got the interview but failed the tests. I received a couple of rejections for other jobs. Then, I applied at a job at Apple outside of my home country. It seemed very entry-level compared to what I can do but I thought I could apply anyway and see what happens later. But the thing is, they called me back, I passed their tests and all the interviews, and they finally offered me the job! At first, I thought I should accept it since I had nothing else and the pay as well as the benefits were very decent, I felt it would be fun living in a new country and I thought I could maybe have some career progression there. Then, the same day Apple offered me a job, two different companies I had applied at in my home country called me back and I passed their first interviews, and besides, something looking like my "dream job" was advertised.

So now, I'm freaking out because the job at Apple starts in just a couple of weeks, so I would probably have to move countries in the middle of the pandemic and possible lockdowns to do a very average job. I felt that was my best option before because they were the only ones to have called me back but now I feel hopeful again to get a more interesting job in my home country (and I feel that due to the current situation, I would prefer to live in the same country as my family at the moment)... but I still don't know if I will really get these jobs! So I don't know what to do because I feel it will be very difficult for to change my mind once I started the process to relocate for Apple!

As anyone been in a similar situation before?

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