One year out of college and I feel like an absolute failure. Completely disillusioned and hopeless.

I graduated last May and if I'm being honest it has been nothing but disappointment, anger, and more anger. Today I just found out that a job I was looking forward to fell through (I was hired right before everything went downhill and my state went into lockdown), so now I have absolutely nothing. It's gone. Whatever I guess, I shouldn't have been surprised.

The thought of doing another round of job hunting makes me want to kill myself, honestly. It took me 10 months of searching to find this job, and it only paid 12 an hour.

I've applied for so many roles - logistics, import/export, banking, and more. I have an Economics degree, but does it matter? Nope! Because I have no experience! Which means I do not qualify for anything other than customer service and fast food. With the economy still in rough shape, I'm losing hope at ever getting any type of career started. After so long I just decided to say screw it and work at my old job until I found something to avoid that employee gap (which is a mortal sin, as they all say, regardless of struggling enough as is). So essentially, I guess the only real gap I have is when I quit my old job, around April.

Like I said, before I get barked at for the millionth time, because I did not get an internship I essentially do not qualify for anything office related whatsoever. I have general work experience (working at a well-known cafe for ...7 years) and some crap lawn care service which is absolutely meaningless. Employers don't care AT ALL and I'm pretty sure they could careless about my degree BECAUSE I have no relevant experience. Post-grad internships are nonexistent, entry-level jobs are nonexistent, I don't know what to do.

I have had roughly 20 callbacks, 8 interviews, and one offer (the one that fell through). I am so sick of getting dressed up in my clown suit, getting all worked up for an interview, then having them basically laugh me out of the room.

And before I get ANOTHER response saying "Just go back to school" well, absolutely not. That means MORE debt, MORE time, MORE classes I could careless about.

Does anyone have any advice for me, or is anyone else in the same boat?

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One year out of college and I feel like an absolute failure. Completely disillusioned and hopeless. One year out of college and I feel like an absolute failure. Completely disillusioned and hopeless. Reviewed by Louhi on juin 19, 2020 Rating: 5

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