I finished my 4th year teaching elementary special education. The last 2 years I have gone through literal hell. I had a student sexually assualting me and administration did nothing. When I fought back against the administration, they spent an entire year harassing me. Making up reasons to write me up, threatening me, lying to me, spreading rumors about me, etc. I ended the year by moving without telling them because I was on the verge of a nervous breakdown. Even driving on roads I would take to go to work were causing anxiety attacks. I spent my summer suffering from nightmares and anxiety from the school year, despite leaving that area. I started applying for jobs and I went on 1 interview so far. The problem is that I'm consumed with fear, I really don't know that I can handle all the demands and stresses at this point. I'm terrified of teaching. I spent so much time getting this career, I have done well despite the challenges ...and I vaguely remember enjoying teaching previously (before 2 years ago when I transferred to the school from hell). I'm having trouble doing interviews because I feel terrified of the profession at this point, and I don't know what to do. Part of me says push through it and it will get better, part of me wants to give up.
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