Most of the time when I get a call back for an interview, I nail it. I come off confident(I fake it till I make it), communicate well, and I can tell the manager likes me. Soon as I start my training, I hate it. In a day or two, I either quit or I stop showing up. Mostly because of my social anxiety. When I quit, my depression slowly lingers back and I get unmotivated to do anything. I start applying to other jobs....then, the cycle repeats itself. I just quit a great job at AT&T because I felt like an outsider and felt like the team didn’t like me. Also, I knew that I’m bad at sales, but the hourly pay was great for a retail job. I have mostly retail experience. The longest I stayed at a job was 10 months. That’s it. Only 10 months.I hate myself right now, I’m just thinking I should stop applying for jobs for a month or two, and go see a doctor or a therapist for my mental issues. I have some money saved up so I can stay afloat for a little. I need a job soon though so I can afford to pay my health insurance premium and some bills. The sad part is that Im 24 years old an I should not be this behind in life. I fucking hate it. I can NEVER keep or hold on to a job. Any tips or advice for me guys. I feel like a fucking failure.....
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