I'm unhappy, unqualified, unproductive at a very serious Mid-level IT management position at my large extended family business. Should I quit now o face the myriad of consequences?

Throwaway since I couldn't bare to be identified.

Three months ago I(27M) was approached by one of the founders of the business my, rather close, extended family. They have a Distribution company across 12 branches and all the extentded marked.

He offered me the position of Manager of the IT department that was going to implenent a very long awaited update Software that the company uses in all operations and which is vital to everything. He wanted someone he trusts and I agreed to it. It was good money and I needed it.

Looking back I can see that was major mistake, I had been unemployed for 1.5 years and was in the process of finally getting my State License for Electrical Eng, work, which has been suspended until now.

I really am unqualified, the blunt of the work in done by a team of 4 CSci engineers and all the IT education I have is, like, 4-6 certifications of knowledge of Programing Skills of my work making systems of manufacturing plants, which has nothing in common here. Since my work requires me to review all progress I feel that I am making the company great damage.

Left unsaid, my performance has been subpar to say the least, I am not a good leader, my social skills are nill right now, and in every performance review of the system has been a lackluster, following a schedule planned beforehand, but still lackluster indeed.

The little I dared to do(front end design and aesthetic of the system itself) I did wrong. So no one is happy and these are all people that have an effect on me. Which brings me to the last point: My family is somewhat dependant on out E.F., they have been helpful to US and have even given my Mother a very good Position and Salary.

I gave it my all, at least I think that. I took 4 days a week after work to study again and have tried to learn as much possible, yet the pressure is tearing me and I fear of all that can go wrong. My relationship with management have gone sour which took all joy I had there and is making deciding on anything at all hard for me.

TLDR: Took a job I'm not fit, am screwing it all, and If I don't quit might affect every aspect and people in my life leaving me screw'd if I stay and screw'd if I don't.

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Any opinion/thoughts on what I should do? I'll really appreciated it!

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