Through a lot of effort, i've managed to get hired by what I consider to be my dream company. Everything about them is amazing and after working there for three weeks I don't think i'll ever want to work anywhere else. It's just incredible and exactly where I want to be. I can build a career here.
The problem is, it's a very demanding lab tech position at a biotech company. I have ADHD and issues with attention to detail, focus, and hand eye coordination. All things i'm awful at. I'm lagging behind in training and making a ton of mistakes. I don't think any of my coworkers respect me either due to my incompetence. I just generally feel terrible all the time and feel like a failure.
I study every single night including weekends and practice whenever I get the chance but i'm just not as good as the other new hires due to my issues. It's a contract position so I doubt they would hire me fulltime to a different position if I suck at the one i'm in now. I would rather quit than drag the team down because I genuinely want them to succeed, but I don't want to give up on the best opportunity i've ever had or will have. I don't know what to do.
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