I started an internship, last week, at a small company, 2 person operation. Plus I started a semester at my university.
I don't really know anything, but during the interview they said they would help teach me and the hours seemed pretty doable at the time.
This is where it gets kind of strange, my boss told me that the person who interviewed me (who is the same person who is supposed to teach me) put in their notice 30 minutes after I accepted the offer. My boss thinks that it's due to the stress of the job or depression. So instead of an incline to understanding the job, it feels more like a mountain of information I need to know without much guidance.
Additionally, it is my fault that I sort of underestimated the amount of time I would be needing for my classes. While I am taking less units than my last few semesters, these courses I am taking now are requiring way more time. This is an error on my part. What is worst is that my boss is urging to take more hours, but I already think I am going to have a hard time upholding the original amount and was hoping to potentially getting less hours.
I've been learning the job for almost a week now and testing the waters, seeing if I could do it. But I am having a hard time learning things. I'm writing things down and trying to learn it all since I've never seen this type of stuff before. It doesn't really help that it seems pretty messy internally.
The issue is that I'm dealing with people's finances who are worth a lot of money It feels like there are real high stakes here and I can't really afford to mess up.
I ask a lot of questions, but they are both pretty busy. Which makes sense because they are juggling so many things at once. I would ask my boss for more help after that employee leaves, but he is often talking to clients and doing meetings most of the day, so have many opportunities to do so.
He's told me his plan is that he wants an entrepreneur type to take over the business, sort of insinuating that I should at least think about it down the line. I don't have any interest in that and I'm not an entrepreneur type.
I don't feel like I'm necessarily what the company needs right now. What is worst is that, if I leave, the boss is going to be managing the business by himself. He's been very nice to me, but I just don't think I'm a good fit.
Should I quit and save them the hassle of training me or should I just ride it out?
TLDR:
- Started new internship at 2 person company
- I'm unqualified,
- over my head
- urged to take more hours, but I want less
- trainer put a notice and no training after 2 weeks
- school is taking up more time than I thought
- boss wants an entreupreur type to take over the job and I'm not that
- job can cause a lot of stress
- don't feel like a good fit
- Boss seems like a nice guy, but he's gonna be by himself if I leave
- Should I quit?
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