I recently landed a job that gave me a +22K raise from my last job in March after spending months searching for something and getting barely any bites. It has allowed me to move to the city I've always wanted to live in, become independent, and actually feel good about myself during this pandemic. I'm finally living on my own and feel like a human being with a purpose.
Unfortunately, I ignored all of the red flags and hyper focused on the high salary and independence. I dont get health or dental insurance, no 401K, have to work from 9-6 until covid is over where it becomes 9-7, dont get paid overtime, have to work in-person despite being immunosuppressed, have no where to quietly eat/take a break, dont have a fridge or microwave in the office, work in a cramped office that barely fits people, have to work completely understaffed, am forced to wade through a totally unorganized mess that is our ticketing system, was onboarded in 15 hours with absolutely no literature to refer to when stuck, and as I found out today, work with a completely patronizing manager that talks to me like I'm an idiot despite me obviously not grasping every intricacy of this role is such a short time frame. Today was my first day and I literally stared my manager down for 15 seconds after she was done talking down to me and considered just handing in my keys and walking out. The amount of disrespect she gave me broke me and I didn't know whether to scream in her face or cry in the bathroom. She degraded me for going to the bathroom while no one was in the office at 8:30AM. I have a condition where I have to take urgent, frequent trips and there was nothing I could do at that time.
The guy I replaced even warned me. He had only been there for two months before he decided to go back to his old job because of how overwhelmed he was.
I have been in situations where I have had to work with toxic people and they completely killed my drive to go on. It was a factor in leaving my last job of a year and 9 months right before covid hit, and it felt like such a weight off my shoulders. After a single day I am already dreading having to return to that place and am seriously considering the idea of leaving. Having a high workload is one thing, but being treated like an idiot while scrambling to get all of my tasks done makes it so, so much worse.
Obviously the issue with that would be trying to find a new job while unemployed and renting an apartment in an expensive city. It took me about 6 months to find this one. I only have enough saved up to last me for two years at the place I'm living now. I dont know what to do. Do prioritize my mental health and sacrifice some of my savings, or do the opposite? I'm so alone right now and just want a way to fix all of this. I want to leave, but I need validation. I just want everything to work out. What. Do. I. Do
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