Struggling with finding a stable job that I actually like/enjoy and don’t want to quit after 2 months

I have been out of school for about 5 years now. Got my undergrad in business management and have really struggled with landing a stable job since then. I have worked for different companies and have held several minimum wage type jobs since then but its just been a struggle in every way. For one, there aren’t too many jobs available in my area, there are some but it’s either I gotta work at Target or some other grocery or retail store and just forget about any career advancement or there are corporate jobs that have insanely competitive requirements and years of experience which I do not meet. So I’ve just stuck to applying for small businesses (in the field of e-commerce) that aren’t as picky and strict with hiring that sort of look good on my resume (not really though - but better than CVS or Target) but these small businesses are just complete HELL when it comes to their work environment and culture and not to mention very little pay (like minimum wage - which is unfair compared to the work that’s being done). Over the last 2 years I have worked for 3 small companies where my direct supervisor has been the owner and the amount of emotional abuse and disrespect I have endured from all 3 bosses has given me some major PTSD to the point where I am terrified of even getting a job now, I legit have nightmares from my old jobs. I’m a 27 year old woman and these men were in their 40s and 50s and all of the other employees were also other women in their 20’s and these men literally just shit on us all day long; the yelling, the belittling, the constant [non-motivating] challenging, all the abuse was just absolutely traumatizing and unbearable. Anyways I am going off topic.

So I’m trying to figure out how do I get a REAL job? I am really not into marketing/sales. I don’t like the pressure of sales nor do I have a sales strategy (even if it’s online). I don’t get the point of marketing, I find it superficial and socially useless. I know I studied business but I actually had no choice, I went to a weird private fashion school that offered like 15 different AA’s in different fields but only one Bachelors and it was business management, which makes sense for that industry but yeah I had no choice in what I got to major in, this is a very very long story, I didn’t have the option to transfer out of there and I know it was ultimately my own fault because I didn’t do my research before attending and will forever regret my decision but whatever the past is in the past.

I can’t relocate anywhere, I have no funds to move, I live with my parents and literally have 0 savings and tons of student loans and some credit card debt.

I am trying to move my career in a more meaningful direction. I know Reddit users love suggesting volunteer/intern work when it comes to situations like this and trust me I’ve done it. I’ve volunteered and interned, but I really need money, like I can’t afford to be volunteering. I need a full time job to make money and be happy with myself and what I am doing. How on earth do I make this transition? I am about to enroll in a UX certificate course next week so I’m hoping that will be a boost to my resume.

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