I moved to a new country without speaking the language and I was really worried about finding the job. Accidentally I met an owner of a really big company, who just handed me his business card and offered a job after a short talk with me. I was offered an office position where I’m currently working my 3rd year. Here are the benefits: - I have my own office and lots of space and freedom - Money is good and I’m able to travel frequently (private) - I’m working with graphic programs (self taught) and I like it - In the meantime I’ve learned the new language from 0 until around B1 and I’m able to work on a daily basis only using the new language
However, the company’s policy is quite off. There’s never any feedback. There’s no “good job” or no evaluation (not even yearly). In my opinion (and coworkers opinion) I do the good job, it’s fast, it’s professional and I saved many people’s asses many times. I learned to work without being constantly pat on my back, and that’s ok. I work to live and not live to work! But recently there has been multiple situations where:
- The boss was clearly angry with the whole department where I work in. He claims he’s not talking about me or my work, but he’s not happy in general. However I really take it personally if someone talks with me face to face and claims that “this and this is working bad!!”
- They don’t really give me a big chance to be better at what im doing (I wanted to have new programs to learn more or the access to use them at home to learn - they said no). They also never agree with my modern designs and they want me to change them until they look like a flyer from the 90’s.
- recently the boss kept saying that I’m too skilled (uni grad) for my position and he wants me to do something more/better but the conversation in my opinion was so negative, like me literally trying to prove him that what I do is relevant for the company (it is. And I’m the only one in this position).
My colleagues say that I should view it positively because he doesn’t spend his time trying to figure out that some people are “too skilled” for their job. And that he cares, he’s just showing it in a shitty way. And that people wait for months for appointment with him and he comes to see me in my office, showing interest in my skills.
But honestly it always stresses me so much. I achieved so much, I freaking learned the language so fast that now I was able to argue with him in his native language. I’m really so flexible in my tasks, I learned a lot. But I’m not fluent enough to become let’s say a manager. I make language mistakes - but this is not a problem in my current field. I thought “ok let’s say how it goes” but something in me thinks about finding a new job - which is extremely hard to find where I live (and with B1 language and English only). I feel trapped. In one hand I’m like “be tough: he gives you chances to prove yourself” but in other hand it kills my vibe, my creativity and the actual will to aim high.
What would you do?
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