My boss said he wanted to chat with me and it turned out to be a performance review. Basically on what I needed to improve on. He said some positive feedback as well so it wasn't too terrible. I have been doing bad all week admittedly, making mistakes left and right. My boss has shown me a bit of frustration this week. Ive only been at this job for a month. Technically three weeks because I went on vacation for 10 days (it was a vacation planned before I got hired). Him and I were getting along in the beginning it seemed. I was trying to help him. But its like when I came back, our relationship turned to be more professional. Which is fine I get it- He's the boss and I'm basically his assistant and he hired me. My anxiety went through the roof. I am not diagnosed with anxiety but I just felt extreme anxiety. To the point I cried after work twice this week. I cried because I know I'm letting my boss down. That's when the mistakes started. I also feel like I had crappy training. Only 5 days of it not even at the store I would be working at. The fifth day the trainer just used me to help her and not actually teach me anything.
Anyway, in the performance review he was talking about he said something that I can't get off my mind. That this is a "fast paced environment" and it's only going to get faster he said. It just dawned on me that he was probably saying that I'm slow or maybe he isn't but that's what it sounds like. The only reason I may be a bit slow/not confident in anything is I don't know it all yet. So I'm definitely gong to improve but does it seem like he's saying I'm slow?
Is this job not for me or like what is going on? I love my job internally. It is in my career field- HR- and I'm new to it, new to retail, new to this state, new to having a leadership type role where everyone looks up to me. It's crazy. I need some time. I'm adapting but I feel like my boss is starting to lose patience with me and now i'm feeling like is this the job for me? Should I just quit while I'm ahead? Im just frustrating him when I used to make him happy.
FYI- This is NOT me venting. I am literally trying to figure out if i'm right for the job, thanks.
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