Hello Everyone,
I work in an office environment and I have Asperger's syndrome. I mostly try to keep to myself but I have forced myself to attend some social gatherings. They are always full of anxiety and I've had panic attacks more than once. My boss, who knows about my disorder, has berated me for not participating enough in events. He's an extrovert and seems to expect me to emulate him. I've been desperately trying to appease him to keep my job but I know I can't attend every event and be okay mentally. Tomorrow, there's a company event for charity. 30 people in the office are working in a warehouse for a food bank. I don't feel as if I can attend an event with such a large amount of people in a noisy warehouse without breaking down. Plus it will cost nearly $35 to get there (I can't drive due to a seizure disorder)
I tried to explain this but he basically called me selfish saying "what? you don't think that it's a good cause? What if you're homeless one day?" I do feel like it's a good cause but I feel almost bullied into it. The thought of it fills me with anxiety and I don't know what to do. I don't want to jeopardize my position as it's a well paying job but I don't feel as if I will be able to handle it. I was thinking about taking some anxiety medication but it can make me nauseous and sleepy. I need someone to help me.
What should I do?
Thanks :)
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