After 5 years of panic attacks, crying at my desk all day (work from home so no one sees), googling crisis hotlines out of despair, having my relationships affected because I’m so stressed and much more, I started applying to jobs. I’d had a particularly bad week where a senior manager said some shitty things to me and credited an idea I had to someone else. Now I have 3 different interviews next week.
If all goes well and I get a good offer, I’m going to accept it, but the people-pleaser in me feels bad because my coworker is going to be stressed without me. Our other coworker is going on maternity leave next month. I feel bad for abandoning her at the worst time because she’ll be so busy and stressed, but I’m learning in therapy that other people aren’t my responsibility.
If I wait 3 months for our coworker to come back from their leave, I might not have the same opportunities for my career. And she could also look for another job, but she says she doesn’t want to, which is her right to make that choice but it doesn’t mean I have to do the same.
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