I am a 22F, just graduated with my bachelors in May. Also in my masters, so I’ll receive my graduate degree in December. And I’m working full time as an analyst. I’m almost 3 months into my job, and my manager recently left for another company so I’m carrying a lot of of responsibilities. My manager was an amazing and hardworking person- so I have enormous shoes to try and fill. I have nothing bad to say about my company- it’s my dream industry, great pay, good benefits, and awesome people! I’ve truly been lucky and privileged to land the job I did during this time. However... I’m working consistently over 8 hours a day and sometimes on the weekends. This isn’t because they force me to work overtime, but I am new and have high standards for myself. Whenever someone asks me to do something I have to get it done or I have a panic attack. I feel like I’m not working fast enough, and so I push myself to work until the task is complete. I also feel like I’m not understanding anything. I just want to perform really well, and exceed expectations. I’m at the point where I’m so burnt out I can barely do simple tasks. I’m making dumb mistakes and not working efficiently. I’m trying to add value to the team, but instead I think I’m slowing everyone down. I just want to cry all the time...I have no idea what to do...my mental health is horrible right now. I have isolated myself from all my friends and I don’t really find purpose or fulfillment in anything I’m doing. I think if I endure this for a year then maybe I’ll finally be okay and be experienced enough to enjoy my job. Has anyone else felt this way???
TLDR; I’m pushing myself in my new job to the point where my mental health is awful...
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