Let me preface this by saying I am a young dude that has a Bachelors degree in a technical field. I graduated (somewhat recently) at the top of my class and already have some relevant experience. My family, teachers, and peers said I am "smart" but ultimately I am the product of conscientiousness and attention to detail. I am still a mere man and fuck up in recalling stuff I've already learnt, second-guess myself, and get nervous. I was contracted to work for a certain big company while I was a student, but I pulled out due to personal reasons. I don't want to say too much more to conceal my identity.
I just had a first-stage interview this week for a job I applied for, and I was informed there would be five more stages to the interview process. With three of those being hands-on technical assessments. Woohoo. I got sent two out of the three tasks several days ago to familiarise myself with them. So I sat down and realised I can't be fucked reading through them and studying them just for the chance to possibly... maybe... get employed in a job I might not like anyway.
I realised I don't want to be the next tech rockstar millionaire success story. I just want a job where I am not stressing myself sick, and have enough money left over to brew my own beer, buy a Steam game every so often, and (maybe) take a holiday every year. I tried talking to my father and he is such a baby-boomer about it, a la pull yourself up by your bootstraps. Mind you, my father got a job that nowadays would require a 4-year degree to even be considered for.
To abide by this subs rules, I am not using this post solely to vent and I am not seeking pity - I believe I am one of the luckiest people in the world but we live in strange times and the solutions to problems like mine aren't always clear. To conclude, I am interested if anyone feels the same way I feel and how they overcame these feelings? As a part of me just wants to take my life savings and go live abroad for a year and then come back and try again.
If no one wants to respond to this post then that's' cool, as just sharing this was extremely cathartic for me.
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