TLDR: Not enjoying job I’ve been in for the last 3 months due to being given rubbish work, in a negative environment and colleague that I don’t get on with.
Sorry for poor grammar, writing in a rush and stressed.
So, I recently started a job in December which is a legal role. I’m qualified but still classed as a junior. I moved as I wanted to gain experience in technical areas that my previous job wasn’t providing and for more money.
We only have 1 support staff between 5 of us and I feel like my work isnt taking priority and the support member doesn’t provide me with the same level of support how she does with others.
I’ve been given rubbish files to handle to see how I work as I’m junior (3 years post exp) and no new files in the three months i’ve been here except for two which i booked in directly myself. My colleague who I dont get on with and less senior, claims there are new enquires but nobody is following up. I was supposed to get a new file but another colleague took it straight from me after I agreed I would like it assigned to me.
In addition to this, the same colleague i dont like keeps scaremongering about targets and wondering whether I’ve got one (which i dont), what it is and to ‘be grateful I don’t because then I will really feel the pressure’. So i felt pretty shit about this thinking I’ve got rubbish files and can hardly meet target because of this.
Yesterday, I burst into tears in front of my head of department and explained it was down to having bad files and felt I wasnt doing well. My HOD said she thought I was doing exceptionally well and outstanding. I say this not to humble brag but that to explain it hasnt made me feel better in the slightest. I’m not working hard or putting in the effort how I know I do usually.
Same colleague I dont get on with, made a fuss today about me being in the car park because it was full and claimed senior management would kick off about it (they didnt). After this she proceeded to ignore me, not acknowledge advice I gave and did this in front of another colleague.
On top of that everyone comes into my office which I share with one other and they are constantly complaining and moaning about something firm related which is really starting to negatively affect me and makes me not care about coming in or putting in the effort. I’ve literally just walked out (for lunch lol) because I had enough and knew I would probably start crying again or kick off if I didnt walk out to calm down
I guess I am looking for an independent perspective on whether I am over reacting and need to suck up how things are going and create my own way or that these things arent normal and maybe consider looking elsewhere.
Any advice would be much appreciated.
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