24 year old ex semi pro gamer with stress anxiety disorder wondering what to actually do with my life.

I have 3 years worth of an Aerospace Engineering degree that I only went to because my parents wouldn't send me to school for Music (what I wanted at the time). And I thought to myself "well, I guess I like space" and Aerospace Engineering sounded prestigious enough for my parents to go for it.

I have worked for Jimmy John's for 3 years and earned my way to a general manager position, but the stress ended up being to much on me and my marriage, so I had to step down. During that time I got very into competitive gaming. I've loved games my entire life and its often the only time I feel truly happy. I know, however, making a living by playing games is nearly impossible and my stress anxiety disorder would get very bad in tournaments.

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Another opportunity I tried to create was making music for video games, since another time I felt happy was when writing music, but as I looked into it, it appeared very difficult to get into and I never actually got any schooling for music.

I also have ADD, so any job where its not the same routine each day would be awesome. I tried using my creative side with video games by trying to learn how to make them, but for some reason I can't get motivated to actually learn Unreal engine or anything and start up costs are very high.

I'm only 24 and realize I have a lot of time to figure this out, by my wife is already 3 years into becoming a doctor (the same as my dad) and I'm really starting to feel like a failure.

So TL;DR: 24. Stress anxiety disorder, ADD, gamer, musician who really likes space needs a career.

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