The corporate world is so bleak. I just look at my email in the morning and feel like there is a million pounds on my shoulders. Is this feeling forever?

I’ve been extremely depressed this year. I used to be a good, model employee that did a terrific job at work.

My job kept putting more and more on my plate and kept promising a new title.. raise.. this and that. But it never came.

Now my performance is REALLY.. REALLY lacking. I worry about money all the time and everything I do seems like I’m just pushing paper around for a company that I don’t feel like I’m a part of.

When I talked to my boss a week ago I told him that I’m feeling stressed about money and he got extremely defensive about it and basically berated me for feeling that way. He basically told me I am not worth more in the job market in general which only furthered my state of depression.

I am feeling really lost and demoralized and depressed. It feels like there’s no escape from poverty. I do sex work on “the side” for comfort money as well and I’m feeling a bit trapped just all over.

How should I move on from this feeling after this long? I feel like I’m in a hole.

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